[Mary's Blog]

April 9, 07. I feel like I got myentire body hit by a sledgehammer for the last 2 days.  I went to my moms for Easter and I couldn't enjoy it because of heavy duty pain, I took alot of pain medication to  get relief, UH didn't hlep at all, so I went to my moms room and slept for awhile so I could drive home later.  What a waste of a day, and today it is the same.  Im down for the count now, all I want to do is take more medication and just get numb to feeling anything.  But when I overdo it i get sick sick sick. Yhen the next day I am out in left field all day. Can't wait until next week to get my trigger point injections in my neck and shoulder. Maybe get my second epidural in my low back too, I need some relief ASAP. sometimes I wish I could end it all just get out of my misery.  All that would do is make everone else miserable.  Or not. Hell life sucks and then you die.  Dont know where Im going from here Im sort of out to lunch right now, took a few too many Nocors and Ambien Ill sleep like  a rock tonight.  Cant keep my eyes open, so it is time to sleep.  catch ya on th e flip sidel

nighty night 

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