[Mary's Blog]

YEAH THIS IS HOW IM DOING TODAY.  I DONT THINK I HAVE HAD THIS MUCH PAIN FOR ALONG TIME.  DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON.  MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TODAY THAT I AM JUST ONE OF THE 10% THAT END UP WORSE THAN BETTER AFTER SURGERY.  SO HE UPED MY CYMBALTA TO 90 MG ADAY AND IS SENDING ME TO PSYCHIATRIST SO ALL MY DOCTORS CAN MANAGE MY PAIN CARE.  I CAN SEE THEM PUTTING ME ON MORE MEDICATIONS FOR DEPRESSION ETC. ETC.  I CAN HARDLY FUNCTION NOW WITH THE MEDS IM ON.  OH  AND TRIGGER POINT INJECTIONS MONTHLY ANDKEEP SEEING MY PSYCOLOGIST FOR PAIN MANEGMENT.  I GUESS ITS OK IF I CAN ATLEAST GET SOME KIND OF RELIEVE. 

 

NOW I JUST CANT SLEEP SO I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST WRITE DOWN MY THOUGHTS, EXCEPT IM ALITTLE OUT IN LEFT FIELD RIGHT NOW, SO MORE THA LIKELY WONT MAKE ANY SENSE.

MU HUSBAND SAID I DONT MAKE SENSE ANYTIME HA HA.  I KEEP HEARING GUNSHOT NOISES OUTSIDE, I WILL GO TAKE ALOOK, BACK IN A JIFF. DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON.  I THINK IT IS AT THE SCHOOL.  OH WELL ENOUGH OF THAT.  YA KNOW THERE IS NOTHING ON TV AT NIGHT, SO I PLAY GAMES ON THE PUTER IF IM ABLE. SOMETIMES PAIN STOPS ME FROM DOING MUCH OF ANYTHING.

 

OH OH I SEE RED LIGHTS, THAT CANT BE GOOD.  MY DOG IS SNORING SO LOUD RIGHT NOW THAT I CANT HELP BUT LAUGH.  I THOUGHT MY HUSBAND WAS BAD, WOW!!

 

ACTUALLLY MY MEDS ARE KICKING IN AND MAKING ME TIRED, MAYBE ILL TRY TO SLEEP.

 

LATER GATOR