bad day all day
2007-04-23
I have been in pain for years, and today my neurologist told me what I suspected all along, that I have neuropathy, in both feet, and that it stems from my back, since no doctor will do any surgery on my back, secondary that it is too risky,we will try other modalities to see if it will help relieve some of the disabling pain I have now. At this point I barely can walk, so anything will be ok with me....
This Wed. I see a pyschiatrist for the first time for depression and medication management.
So begin the begin! It is going to be a long winding road from here on. I am a strong person and I can deal with alot of stuff, but I'm starting to break, I'm used to dealing with everything myself, but when you need help dressing,bathing,even cutting your food, myself doen't exist, it is us, together we will battle the problems. I hope my friends don't leave me, because I need them for fun times, even if I have to use assistance to get around, I still need fun times. My close friend loves to go on the boat, but I can't afford that, so I said lets go to a movie, I can get up an move around without bothering people. I want to see In the land of Women..
Does anyone know any good books to read? I like who did it books , like James Patterson and mystery novels. Good scarey ones too.
Later gator.
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